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Azazel Walking PART 6. :D yep its finally here :D by Arianna

Posted By ariannasmile on Aug 31, 2009 at 11:17PM

                                                          Azazel Walking

                                          Orel's POV

I laid down on my bed. My room mate was this weird dude with brown hair and always wore a hoodie.

When i introduced myself, i was just trying to be friendly. I asked him what his name was and you know what he did?

He turned away from me and as he was walking away, he whispered "Arden."

Weirdo. I thought before laying down and thinking about the kiss Zelly and i shared.

Kisses werent uncommon between Zelly & I when we were younger. But we were older now.

It felt...right. I felt a "ZING!POW!BOOM!CRACKLE!POP!" When our lips touched.

But... i could tell she want fully there. She felt it, our skin connected, but her heart was with someone else, the boy behind her who got in that accident. And her eyes?

 They belonged to Arden. When he walked past, her eyes were glued to him.

I sighed. I has so much competition. Just then, a blonde guy with snakebites walked into my room. "Hey." he said smiling at me.

"We're Lucifer and Adonis. Adonis isnt in right now, so its just Lucifer now." He smiled at me. I looked at him with a "HUH?" He smirked at my response.

 He then started walking out of the room before calling back. "Its called Schizophrenia." before walking away. Oh Great. Now I had MORE competition.

                                                         Castiel Pov

I layed in bed and thought about my beautiful, beautiful Azazel. Stroking her hair as she lay beside me. Caressing her face.

I smiled as she snuggled closer to me. I thought about everything. About how I had Azazel's heart, Her childhood friend Orel, her skin and that hoodie boy who i learned his name was Arden captured her eyes and Adonis/ Lucifer had her mind..

 I sighed. Well. I guess heart is better than all those things put together.

I closed my eyes and quietly sung to her the new song i wrote for her while she was out at weekly therapy.

"First Time"

We're both looking for something
We've been afraid to find
It's easier to be broken
It's easier to hide

Looking at you,holding my breath,
For once in my life,I'm scared to death,
I'm taking a chance,letting you inside.

Feeling alive all over again,
As deep as the sky, under my skin
Like being in love, she says
For the first time
Maybe I'm wrong,
But I'm feeling right where I belong
With you tonight
Like being in love
To feel for the first time

The world that I see inside you
Waiting to come to life
Waking me up to dreaming
Reality in your eyes

Looking at you,
Holding my breath,
For once in my life
I'm scared to death,
I'm taking a chance,
Letting you inside.

I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the sky that's under my skin
Like being in love, she says, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love to feel for the first time

We're crashing
Into the unknown
We're lost in this
But it feels like home

I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the sky that's under my skin
Like being in love, she says, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love to feel for the first time

(First time by Lifehouse)

I looked at Azazel as i finished singing. I noticed her eyes were open and tears were streaming down her cheeks.

I kissed each of her tears away while asking her between kisses..

"Whats wrong beautiful?"

"I wrote a song for you too..but im mad at myself for not giving you the best i can be. I know its not that good.. and it doesnt even sum up a quarter of what i feel for you.."

She trailed off as i kissed her on her lips and said. "I dont need your best. I dont need your worst. I dont need displays of effection, but those are welcome. All i need is you.."I said as she became to sing softly..this song..she was..beautiful. She is my world.

"It's You"

If tomorrow never comes
I would want just one thing
I would tell it to the stars and the sun
I would write it for the world to see
And it's you
The light changes when you're in the room
Oh it's you
Oh it's you

If tomorrow never comes
I would want just one wish
To kiss your quiet mouth
Trace the steps with my fingertips
And it's you
The light changes when you're in the room
Oh it's you
Oh it's you
Oh it's you

Oh it's you
Oh it's you
Oh it's you
Oh it's you...
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Azazel Walking Part 5 :D by Arianna :D

Posted By ariannasmile on Aug 29, 2009 at 7:58AM

                                                                           Azazel Walking

                                                                                Azazel's POV

I rolled Castiel into our room. I then helped him out of his wheelchair and into his bed. "I CAN walk you know." Castiel said laughing as I tried to hold his weight as he leaned on me to get on his bed.

"Yeah. You can BUT the doctor said it would be better if you didnt put pressure on it, so i wont take the chance, that you might get hurt again." I said shaking my head. I mean did he not understand how important he was to me?

This was pure selfishness, i know. But, i wouldnt be able to take it if he ever got hurt again. Emotionally OR physically.  "Hey Zel?" Castiel said looking at me with a weird look on his face. Was it..embarrassment? But why?

"Hmm?" I said. I was in our room kitchen making some tea for him. "Did they return my guitar? I mean the one i got into the accident with.Is it broken?" He asked...There were tears behind his eyes. "Yeah they did!" I said glad to have good news.

"They did? Oh thank god." He said, visibly sighing. "Can you pass me my guitar? I wrote a song for you and when i was coming to show it to you i was too eager and i didnt watch the road so.." He paused looking at me smiling slightly when he saw i was crying.

He patted his bed. "Come here." He said. I walaid next to him as he played me the song he wrote it was beautiful..

Why are you striving these days
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don't turn away

Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Look at these hands and my side
They swallowed the grave on that night
When I drank the world's sin
So I could carry you in
And give you life
I want to give you life

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Cause I, I love you
I want you to know
That I, I love you
I'll never let you go

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

(By Your Side - Tenth Avenue North)

 

He looked at me, embarrassed. "Do you like it?..I mean i know its not good and.."

His words got cut off as i pressed my lips to his...I promise god, i will never leave Castiel ever again. I will be faithful. I will love and treasure him..forever. And if he wants me gone, i will go. But until then, i will be by his side always..

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I said in my head. I love Castiel.

 

Azazel Walking Part 4

Posted By ariannasmile on Aug 28, 2009 at 9:55PM

                                                               Azazel Walking

                                                      Adonis's POV

I began walking toward the hospital, so i could visit Castiel. He was my..bestfriend. Ive never had a friend before. I was so excited.

And Azazel? Shes so beautiful. Lucifer? I think she's THE one. Lucifer sneered at me

"Thats what you said about Jenny too remember?" Lucifer smirked at me. "How long?" Melissa the red head Bi.tch of a secretary said looking at me. "4 hours." I replied smiling at her. She dropped the leave pass on the floor before turning around.

"Oops." She said calling back at me. Lucifer got mad. "I should pound that Bi.tch's head in!" He yelled.

It got so loud in my head. I couldnt take it. Lucifer was yelling and yelling. I knew he was gonna take control soon, he always does when he get mad.

I put my ipod in and blasted one of his fave songs, the little things by Danny Elfman. Hopefully this would calm him down so he wouldnt take over. It didnt.

                                     Lucifer's POV(Adonis's split person)

I laughed loudly. I was back in action baby. And the perfect day for it too.The sky was dark.. the clouds were coming.

The sidewalk was shadowed, people were running for cover. Baby, a storms coming. You better run, but it wont change anything.

 I laughed wickedly. It felt so good. So good. To be back. "Now why did you stop taking your pills A? You knew i'd be in control again." I said looking at him. He looked sad, worn.

But whatever, i was back and that was all that mattered. Adonis looked at me. "I stopped cause i thought you were gone for good." he whispered. He was crying.

I laughed. "QUIT BEING SUCH A WUSS!" I yelled and when he flinched i laughed.

I put on my snakebites. "A? Why dont you quit dying your hair this disgusting color." I said flipping a piece of his hair up.

"Grow it out baby, black's the new blonde." I said laughing when Adonis nodded. I was in control now. I said walking to the beat of Danny Elfman as i walked into the hospital and went up to the floor Castiel's room was on.

And i spotted..Her. "Oh. Is she the one then?" I asked Adonis. He nodded. "Hot." I mumbled to him. Honestly? She was everything we could wish for. Me & A.

 I walked up to her grabbed her and kissed her full on the lips. With tongue. I licked my lips after she pushed me away. "Adonis?What are you doing?" She asked. I laughed. "Adonis? Baby, Im Lucifer."

Before singing "I make them good girls go bad." By Cobra Starship Ft, Leighton Meeser. And walked away. Adonis wailed crying in the background.

"Why did you do that L?She'll never like me now!" I laughed. "Yeah, she'll never like you. As for me? She'll LOVE me." I said putting in my ipod head phones in.

 Listening to OUR song, between Azazel and me now. We have history now. I smirked. Good girls go bad played.

                                                            Adonis POV

He's walking infront of me now. I need to overtake him but i cant. This whole thing feels like a race. The pills?

They just kept him behind me for a little bit. I just wait until i am in control again and for the day where i'll be leauges in front of him and he'll be gone forever.

And the day where i wouldnt have to argue with my demon in my head every second of everyday. I wait for the day, when i am alone in my head. Me and only me.

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Lyrics -
Have you heard the news?
Bad things come in twos.
But I never knew
'Bout the little things.

Every single day
Things get in my way.
Someone has to pay
For the little things.

And I'm through with the stories
And I'm sick to my shoes.
And the walking and the talking,
It's got nothing to do with
The final solution.
It's a box full of tricks.
And I'm through with repairs
When there's nothing to fix,
When there's nothing to fix,
When there's nothing to fix,
And it all comes down to you.

Let the headlines wait,
Armies hesitate.
I can deal with fate
But not the little things.

Armageddon may
Arrive anyday.
I can't get away
From the little things.

With a pile of cares
And a bucket of tears,
I could look at the sunlight
And I feel no fear.
With a mountain of maybes
And some Icarus wings,
And I'm armed with delusions
And one little thing,
And that one little thing,
And that one little thing,
And it all comes down to you.

Have you heard the news?
Bad things come in twos.
But I never knew
'Bout the little things.

Every single day
Things get in my way.
Someone has to pay
For the little things.

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Azazel Walking Part 4 by Arianna :D

Posted By ariannasmile on Aug 28, 2009 at 7:15AM

                                                                                   Azazel Walking

Everything was a blur..each person that walked by moving either too fast or too slow. I waited. And waited.

Until the doctor came out of Castiel's room. I ran up to him. "Is he OK? Is Cas ok?" I ask frantically. And for the first time since...my dad died, i cried.

"Yes..Yes Miss, hes stable for now. But.. He is in a coma now. It will probably last for a couple days. You can go in and see him now. He wont respond.

Talk to him though. Some say it helps." And with a pat on the back the doctor was gone. I ran into Cas's room. And sat on the chair next to his bed and i laid my head down on his chest..and cried.

I talked to him, while he was in his coma. For the whole time, you would have found me next to his bed. Relunctantly leaving only for the bathroom and a drink.

I talked to him about how i was so counfused. I told him about the sparks i felt against Orel.the pull i had towars the boy with the brown hair and hoodie.

But most of all, i told him about how my blood boiled at the touch of him, the rate my heart beats when he's around. And above all, above all, the sheer WANT i felt for him whenever he said he loved me. And the hopelessness i felt whenever i said i love you and felt that didnt sum out even a fraction of what i felt for him.

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                                                                                       <3 Castiel's POV <3

It was beautiful. Beautiful. It was my idea of the PERFECT garden of eden. The light was golden, the glass was greener and softer than any grass ever has been, and the sky, my god, the sky. It was magnificent. And there lying on the grass, was my world. Azazel. But..she was crying.

"Sweetie why are you crying?" I approached her. But she couldnt hear me. She didnt even LOOK at me. She just sat there crying. She talked to me though.

 But in the way that she didnt expect me to hear. She told me about Oreland the sparks she felt, i was jealous, she told me about the pull she felt towards this random boy, i was jealous. But that was it. I wasnt angry, not at all. I was just happy she was here. Thats all. 

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                                                                           <3 Azazel's POV <3

On the fourth day, there was finally response. It was in a weird way too. Was it fate? I believe it so. I was watching gossip girl on the TV they had in each patients room, sitting beside Cas's bed as usual.

 And just as Blair was gonna kiss Nate, i yelled out, "Poor Blair! Its never gonna last!". Tears streaming thinking about the relationship between me and Cas.

I heard a whisper...Coming from Cas! I leaned in. Cas? What did you say? Cas? He whispered again. "Dont worry baby, if they learn from us, theyll last forever.

He was back.. I started to explain myself...But Cas stopped me. "Baby..dont say a word. I heard everything." I nodded and hugged him. He was back.

I walked out to get some hot chocolate for Cas and i and Jenny and Adina were there. "You can go in if you want." I said to them smiling, still crying tears of joy.

They hugged me and then walked into Cas's room. "Youre doing good Zelly. You know we all love you." Jenny said before walking away.

I walked up to the machine, comforted by Jenny's words. Just then I felt a pair of hands grab my waist, twirl me around and kiss me. I pushed them away and looked up.

"Adonis? What are you doing?" I asked, mad. "Adonis? Baby, Im Lucifer." He grinned before singing  the line "I make them good girls go bad." from the song good girls go bad by cobra starship ft. Leighton  Meeser.

I walked back to Cas's room. And just when i walked in Jenny played the song on her itouch. THE song...good girls go bad. I personally loved that song, but that was just UNCANNY! I pulled jenny to a corner and told her what happened. "Oh..Are you sure he said Lucifer?" Yeah. Dam.n right i was sure! I thought. "Yeah Positive." I said. "Oh...Cause Good girls go bad is Adonis's split personality's favourite song." ....

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 I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
Good girls go bad

I know your type
(Your type)
You’re daddy’s little girl
Just take a bite
(One bite)
Let me shake up your world
‘Cause just one night couldn’t be so wrong
I’m gonna make you lose control

She was so shy
Till I drove her wild

I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go bad
You were hanging in the corner
With your five best friends
You heard that I was trouble
But you couldn’t resist
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
Good girls go bad

I know your type
(Your type)
Boy, you’re dangerous
Yeah, you’re that guy
(That guy)
I’d be stupid to trust
But just one night couldn’t be so wrong
You make me wanna lose control

She was so shy
Till I drove her wild

I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go bad
I was hanging in the corner
With my five best friends
I heard that you were trouble
But I couldn’t resist
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
Good girls go bad
Good girls go bad
Good girls go bad

Oh, she got away with the boys in the place
Treat ‘em like they don’t stand a chance
And he got away with the girls in the back
Acting like they’re too hot to dance
Yeah, she got away with the boys in the place
Treat ‘em like they don’t stand a chance
And he got away with the girls in the back
Acting like they’re too hot to dance

I make them good girls go bad
(They don’t stand a chance)
I make them good girls go
The good girls go bad, yeah
Good girls go bad
I was hanging in the corner
With my five best friends
I thought that you were trouble
But I couldn’t resist
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
Good girls go bad
Good girls go bad
Good girls go

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Azazel Walking Part 3 by Arianna

Posted By ariannasmile on Aug 28, 2009 at 2:58AM

                                                                                                        Azazel Walking

When Castiel and I got back to the institute we walked in straight through the front door. "Why were allowed to leave?" I said asking him, whispering. "Oh. We ARE allowed to leave, with a partner and adult supervision of course." Adult supervision? I didnt see anyone...

"Who was supervising us?" I asked. "Me." He answered smirking abit. "Huh?" Him? How does HE count? "Oh. Cause patients who are above 18 get to leave whenever they want. so i was guarding you." He said poking me lightly in my side.

Ohh. I get it now. Just when we walked in. We saw 2 guys standing infront of that bi.tch of secretary. She threw their papers down on the floor too. The one with the black hair and blue eyes shook angrily but the one with the black hoodie on just picked it up and walked past us, heading up the stairs. He looked straight at me. He was..He...He..Pulled me. All i wanted to do was follow him and hold him tight. What the heck?! I thought.

I just spent a beautiful night with Castiel and im thinking like this about a random guy..with beautiful brown hair and thick bangs and beautiful..beautiful pools of black ink for eyes.. Woah. Thats it Azazel! I scolded myself. Just then the black haired guy with the lip ring turned and looked at me.

I knew those blue eyes...from somewhere..where..? Oh my god. It couldnt be..."Oren?" I asked out loud.

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The guy that looked lik Oren looked at me. He didnt DRESS like Oren. Oren wore long sleeved shirts and khaki shorts. This guy. This guy was SO SCENE. He wore a grey hoodie, with his hood down and black skinny jeans with red cons. Totally not him..I confirmed. Just as he said

"Zelly?" Yeah he was the one who started calling me that. Zelly. I havent heard anyone call me that since...since i moved. When i was 11. "Oren..What are you doing here?"

 I asked hugging him. It felt sooo..right. I wished it was him. Not Castiel. What? I caught myself. How could i do this to Cas? Oren then leaned down and kissed me on my lips. A peck. Kind of long one though.

"Anger Issues..and...(youll find out later guys ;) lets let you guys sweat a little...;) ).." "Me too." I said. Hugging him back. Cas! I turned around. He was already gone.

"Ren, I need to alone for abit? OK?" He kissed me again. I felt sparks against my skin. Cliche i know. But its true. "Ok.." He whispered. I walked into the garden and laid down on the grass with my ear phones in. And i randomly pressed play on my ipod. Thinking of you by Katy Perry came on...So right she was. At least she was lucky that one the of the guys died in the end so she could easily choose the other...Oh my god! What am i thinking! Just then I heard a buzz of voices coming from inside. I rushed in hearing the words..Catiel...And...Car accident.

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Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed

You said move on, where do I go?
I guess second best is all I will know

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer in the middle of winter
Like a hard candy with a surprise center
How do I get better once I've had the best?
You said there's tons of fish in the water, so the waters I will test

He kissed my lips, I taste your mouth, oh!
(Taste your mouth)
He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into

You're the best, and yes, I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now, now the lesson's learned
I touched it, I was burned
Oh, I think you should know!

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your, your eyes
Looking into your eyes, looking into your eyes

Oh, won't you walk through?
And bust in the door and take me away?
Oh, no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay
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Azazel Walking Part 2 by Arianna :D

Posted By ariannasmile on Aug 27, 2009 at 10:24AM

                                                                                                               Azazel Walking

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"Castieelll.." I whined. My hands feeling forward. I couldnt see anything! Well, i guess that IS the point of a blind fold. But whatever. "Where are we going???" I whined again. Hey. We were in the institute were werent aloud to leave. Were we?

"Hey are we aloud to leave the.." I said trailing off when Castiel gently pulled off the blind fold. Its was the most beautiful thing i have ever seen. We were in the middle of a ...forest? The trees were tall and had long tendrils of leaves and flowers hanging in mid air from the branches. It was in the late evening, my favorite time of the day it was dark in the forest by then.

And there was a fire in the middle of everything and a nice, sturdy black tent. But.. the most beautiful part of ALL this. Were the thousands of fireflies lighting up the whole area.

The only word i could think of to describe this was ...Magical. "Castiel smirked at my open mouth. "You like it?" He asked, kinda blushing. "OF COURSE!" I yelled at jumped into his arms. Kissing him. "Woah. There. Lets eat first shall we?" He said laughing, carrying me over to the tent and dumped me inside it.

I braced myself for the hard pain of the forest floor. But instead it was soft. So soft. I looked around and laughed. The inside of this HUGE tent was filled with blankets and pillows.

I was soo comfy. The pillows and blankets were nicely lined too. So there were pillows and blankets for padding, and there were pillows and blankets for us to lay on and for if were cold. He put so much work into this...

Castiel walked in. Carrying a picnic basket and a radio. He placed the radio on one of the pillows but didnt make any move to turn it on. Instead we talked and ate. Talked about everything in the whole world it seemed.

We looked up at the sky, (The ceiling of the tent is retractable.) "Its so beautiful" I said. Here was his cue to say "yes you are." but he didnt. Instead he said, "Yes It was the most beautiful thing in the world." ..."That is.."..."Until i met you." Aw... i just melted :]

 My eyes started drooping as he whispered in my ear.."Im addicted to your kisses..Like Edward is to Bella's ...Like Romeo is to Juliet..Except im the real thing."..I chuckled at that. As much a chuckle as any sleepy person can do.

"You read twilght?" I asked. "Yeah. I noticed you liked it so.." He trailed off. I heard his hear pound faster. He was nervous. I made him nervous. :] "I love you." I said leaning onto him. "I love you too.." Then he started ticking me. "AHH! AHHH!!" I screamed. "Castiel! Let me go!" He was on top of me now. Was this his intention this whole time???

Hmmm.. Have to say..Not really minding it :] "Now, Baby, why would i do that? Im perfectly comfortable." He smirked at me. I sighed and kissed him. Knowing that was what he wanted. And he rolled off me. "Sleep now..I know youre tired..." He then pressed play on the radio and Fireflies by Owl City began to play...This song?  Was our song now.

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You Would Not Believe Your Eyes
If Ten Million Fireflies
Light Up The World As I Fell Asleep
Cause They Fill The Open Air
And Leave Teardrops Everywhere
You'd Think me Rude
But I Wouuld Just Stand And stare
I'd Like To make Myself Believe That Planet earth Turns Slowly
It's Hard To Say That I'd Rather Stay Awake When I'm Asleep
Cause Everything Is Never As It Seems

Cause I'd Get A Thousand Hugs
From Ten Thousand Lightning Bugs
As They Tried To Teach Me How To Dance
A Foxtrot Above My head
A Sockhop Beneath My Bed
A Disco Ball Is Just hanging By A thread
I'd Like To make Myself Believe That Planet earth Turns Slowly
It's Hard To Say That I'd Rather Stay Awake When I'm Asleep
Cause Everything Is Never As It Seems
When I Fall Asleep
Leave My Door Open Just A crack

Please Take Me Away From Here

Cause I Feel Like Such An Insomniac

Please Take Me Away From Here

Why Do I Tire Of Counting Sheep

Please Take Me Away From Here

When I'm far Too Tired To Fall Asleep
To Ten Million Fireflies
I'm Weird Cause I Hate Goodbyes
I Got Misty Eyes As They Said Farewell
But I'll Know Where Several Are
If My Dreams Get Real Bizzare
Cause I Saved A Few And I Keep Them In A Jar
I'd Like To make Myself Believe That Planet earth Turns Slowly
It's Hard To Say That I'd Rather Stay Awake When I'm Asleep
Cause Everything Is Never As It Seems
When I Fall Asleep
I'd Like To make Myself Believe That Planet earth Turns Slowly
It's Hard To Say That I'd Rather Stay Awake When I'm Asleep
Cause Everything Is Never As It Seems
When I Fall Asleep
I'd Like To make Myself Believe That Planet earth Turns Slowly
It's Hard To Say I'd Rather Stay Awake When I'm Asleep
Because My Dreams Are Bursting At The Seams

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Azazel Walking by Arianna (Story)

Posted By ariannasmile on Aug 26, 2009 at 7:15PM

                                                                                                             Azazel Walking

I stared out the window watching trees and road pass by while listening to the music blaring
out of my ipod speakers. I didnt even notice the car stopped until my mother called “We’re here Azazel!
Get the he.ll out!” I grabbed my stuff and slammed the car door shut.

Not turning back
when i heard my mother yell “Fu.ck it Azazel!” I looked up at what would pass as a nice swanky
hotel except for the words on the sign board saying “Heaven Acre Institute
for Corrupt Teens” I took a deep breath.

“Great. A crazy factory.” i mumbled under my breath as two burly
men walked up to each side of me and escorted me into the centre.
“Azazel Leo?” said this curly red head lady with red wired rimmed glasses, as she looked at me disapprovingly.
“Your room number is 152..oopsie daisy.”

she said sarcastically as she threw the piece of paper onto the floor so
i would have to pick it up.B.itch. Control. Breathe. Breathe. Anger is a venom i can control. Anger is a venom that
i CAN CONTROL! i yelled and chanted in my head.
Guess what i was in for?
Oh yeah. Anger Management.

I walked up to my room and slammed the door shut when i got in.
“HEY! THE FU.CK IS YOUR DAMAGE?!” i heard a male voice shout when i slammed the door.
I was just about ready to yell back when a guy, i have to say, gourgeous guy came out from the bathroom.
“And who are you?” He said eyeing me up and down finally his eyes landing on my face. I have to say i was
speechless.

And that doesnt happen often my brain was ALWAYS working on comebacks. This boy was a
greek god! And coming from me, thats a HUGE compliment. I wasnt into dating. I already had my mind
set on dying at the age of 63 with my hundred cats.

But this guy, this guy made me want to pop
off my purity ring and toss it into the garbage disposal. He had black hair, with side bangs to the
left of his face, they were long enough to cover his eyes but his striking blue eyes, made them impossible
to hide. His physique, MY GOD his physique.

He was thin, but muscular, not too muscular in that oh,he’s
on steroids kinda way. God. This boy was temptation in a human suit. “Im Azazel. And i guess im your
new roommate.” I said tossing my stuff onto the bed.

“Im Castiel.” He said nodding before
turning away heading back to the bathroom, where i heard the tap turn on. I looked at the
bright red band around my wrist (she has other color bands will reveal later.)

Red? For anger
management. I wonder what the other colors meant. I saw that one of Castiel’s bands was yellow.
If im not wrong that meant he was in for suicide…

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I stood there not really knowing what to do. Should i wait for Castiel to show me around?I mean its not like he volunteered or anything. It would be the polite thing to
do though. Oh my god. I sound like my mother. I kinda start laughing out loud as i
picture me in a flowery apron with an apple pie in one hand and opening the door
to a suburban house to another and saying

“Welcome Home Dearest!” Me, with my dark brown hair and even darker brown eyes? Oh my god. I think if my mother ever saw me like that she would smile and say “Youre finally one of us dear.” It was like the reign of the Stepford Wives. And my mother would probably be the queen.

 I grab my
journal and a pen and was just about to walk out of the room when Castiel came out of the bathroom, with his shirt on this time.( Dam.n it! wink ) “No No.” He says with a smirk
on his face. “Me first.”

Then he smiled a infuriating,terrible,mocking,egoistical,stupid,
beautiful,ive-never-seen-the-sun-till-now, kinda smile. Then he slammed the door shut behind him leaving me there with my mouth agape. “SON OF A BI.TCH!”

i yelled and started throwing my stuff around. slamming doors, throwing books, when finally a guy walks in. He had a blue band around his left wrist. “Well, im just gonna sit here and make sure you dont hurt youself.” He said looking at me expectantly as he sat down on my bed.

“Go right ahead and do what you were doing before i came in. Im just a
spectator.” And surprisingly i did. And when i was done i collapsed next to him on my bed. “Thanks.” I said smiling. “Im Azazel. You?” I said smiling at this beautiful, beautiful boy. He was like an angel. NO JOKE. I wouldnt lie about something like this. He has blonde hair, Like almost PLATNIUM blonde.

But yet not quite. His eyes were a bright hazel, almost like melted honey. He had dimples whenever he smiled, he was well.
Perfect, to say the least. He put his arm around my shoulders smiled that toothy smile of his, and said. “Besides being your guardian angel and saviour? Sweetie, Im your dream come true.”

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“I mean your name dear sweet guardian angel,saviour,dream come true of mine!” I said smiling back. I mean. How do you NOT smile back at this kid. He was like happiness and innocence in a bottle. Unlike my room mate, who was well, temptation. “Well, my name my dear” He said while tucking a piece of stray hair behind my ear,“Is Adonis.”

Oh. Well. Thats just GREAT! Adonis which if i am not wrong meant like irresistible or something like that. Well, that name suits him PERFECTLY. ANOTHER THING ABOUT THE BOY THATS PERFECT! It was starting to get on my nerves. (Well, not really wink ).
I laughed. “Oh. Adonis? Riiigghhhtt.” He gave me a fake-annoyed look and said “Weather you belive it or not, it IS my name. See? Here.” And he showed me his driving liscence. And guess what his name was?

Go ahead. Guess. So here it goes. Adonis Marcello Dream. I mean COME ON! MARCELLO? Of course it is. How could i expect anything less of this boy? And Dream? Speechless. totally.

“Dream? Marcello?” I asked him. he smiled and laughed. Just then 2 totally GORGEOUS. (no joke) girls came in. AND!  they looked totally cool too.“Hi im..” They both started at the same time..

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The girls who came in? one word. AWESOME! These girls were my type of people!
Hoodies? Cons? Beautiful blonde hair? Adina.

Brown pretty curls? Lime green tube top? Blue mini skirt? TOTALLY GORGEOUS? Jenny. As i introuced myself they started fussing over me. Adina looks at my outfit (Im still in sweatpants and a sweatshirt that said “Dont charge me for your crime.” from the drive over here.)“You are soo pretty!”

Adina said smiling at me. OKK...have to say. Not used to this. But..liking it so far. Have to say compliments? Not too bad for the soulsmile Adonis smiled. “OK. Gonna leave you ladies to bond.” As he walked away he kneeled down and kissed each of our hands. “My lady.” He said to each one. Then he left.

Wow. He sure knew how to exit a room. As soon as he left Jenny pretended to faint. “MY GOD HES SOOO DREAMMYYY!!” she said fanning herself with her hands dramatically. “If only he was like that ALL the time.” Adina said seriously. Wait what? ALL the time? What did that mean? “What do you mean?”

I mean im not usually this nosey but. come on that was like giving a picture of a buffet to starving man. “YOU DONT KNOW?!” Adina screeched holding my shoulders shaking me back and forth. “HOW COULD YOU NOT KNOW OF THIS CALAMITY? OF THIS WASTE OF A BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL MAN?”

She said collapsing on my bed next to Jenny. “WHAT WHAT WHAT?!” I said yelling now.Jenny and Adina said seriously at the same time..
“He’s in here because he has......”

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And then Adina and Jenny paused. For what? Im guessing for dramatic effect. “SPLIT PERSONALITY DISORDER!!” They both whisper screamed the end. Woah. What? “Are you joking?” I asked looking at both of them, who i have to admit Jenny was looking a little happy at my reaction cause she doubled over laughing, falling off the bed.

Adina just sat there looking at me then seriously said “ Dont get too close to that boy.” She said poking me in the chest. “Yeah” Jenny said getting off the floor and coming over to the little triangle we now formed. “He hurt his girlfriend, thats why he’s in here.” Jenny said her eyes, tearing up a bit. “How do you know?”

I said Adina and i both hugging her now. “He is..i mean he was my boyfriend. The other part of him at least.Now he doesnt remember me.” Jenny said, giving in to her tears completely. I looked at the band around Jenny’s wrist and saw it was the same as Castiel’s...Suicide? This awesome girl? No way.

“Jenny your band..?” I said. But Jenny cut me off “No. It isnt what it looks like.” And she got up and as she walked out the door she called back “Im going to make sure Adonis is OK.“

And she dissappeared down the hall completely. I looked at Adina’s wrist and realised i had NO idea what she was in for. I pointed at Adina’s wrist with an orange band around it and said. “Whadya in for?” Adina smiled at me and said. “Alcohol.”.........

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“Oh.” i said looking at Adina. “Thats not too bad. Why couldnt you just go to AA or something?” I asked. Cause honestly, alcohol? Aint such a big deal, in my book, i mean compared to the rest of us in here. “I killed 4 people with my driving.” She said and just then Castiel opened the door.

And surprisingly he realised how Adina felt and he opened the door for her when she got up. “Thanks. I see you later Azazel.” She said and walked out the door. Castiel turned to me and said “Youre already breaking everyones heart and its just your first day.” He said in TOTAL seriousness.

Have to say it was hard for me to concentrate with that face. ohh. Did he mean what i thought he means does he know that i know what he means? Woah. Headache. So, i just said what came first to mind “Did i break your heart?” I said smiling lightly. He looked at me with a serious look on his face

“Baby,You tore my heart right out of my chest and guess what?” he didnt wait for me to respond. “I dont mind in the slightest.” And he ruffled my hair and walked into the bathroom to take a shower. WHAT? did he just say he was IN LOVE WITH ME? wait hair ruffle?

AS IN LIKE A YOUNGER SISTER? NOOO. It cant be! tore his heart right out of his chest? You dont describe a little sister like that...Do you?

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"Dont hurt me! Take Azazel! Dont hurt me! Hurt her! Anyone but me!" My mother yelled at my drunk father. And every night after that hed come into my bedroom at night and punch,hit,touch me. My mother never cared. And now? I had these nightmares almost everynight. And the worst part?

Thats its NOT a nightmare, its a memory. And on my first night at the Institute, i had this nightmare/flashback. And i screamed out loud just as a flash of lightning struck.  And i started crying. Loudly.

Then, i heard Castiel slip into my bed silently and his arms were soon around me, holding me. He kept whispering "The worst is over. Im here now. Youre gonna be OK now. Youre safe here. Youre safe here."

 He kept saying over and over again until i believed it. Then just as i was falling asleep he said "Youre so beautiful. The first time i saw you Azazel I thought i died. My heart stopped for so long. And even now, its not beating right. It never is when i think of you or see you or hear your voice."

And then.."I think I love you."

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I woke up with Castiel's arms still around me, i turned around to face him and i noticed he was already awake and he was just watching me sleep. "Hey." I whispered. He smiled lightly. "Good morning beautiful." He said and pecked me on the lips. I felt my heart stop beating. Everything seemed to slow down until he pulled away. I wanted him to kiss me again.

I went took a shower, brushed my teeth, little make up, mascara and blush. Brushed through my hair and just left it down. Changed into Shorts and white tank and black hoodie.

As i walked out of the bathroom i saw Castiel in the kitchen.  I forgot everything else, and totally just zoned out on him. His shirt was off. Castiel caught me staring. Laughed and carried me and put me on the counter top.

I looked at him. "Did you mean what you said last night?" I said, blush creeping into my cheeks. I looked up at him. He was blushing too! He looked like a little boy! Adorable! "Yeah." He mumbled. Before his eyes flashed with...What was it? Oh yeah. Mischief. Oh no. Castiel grabbed my wrists and pulled me to him, he then tilted my chin up to look at him. "I love you. Go out with me?" He said before kissing me on the mouth.

He the pulled away. I pouted and stomped on his foot to kiss me again. He laughed. "Ill take that as a yes." before leaning in again.

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